Old And Tired

I have often felt that I was too old and tired to go forward. Today I feel old and inspired. Oh and tired, but I am still here as the old song says.
     I am happy to be smiled at by Gino and hugged by Nino. Happy and grateful that I have shelter from the smoke at the moment. Happy that there are loved ones here, all Covid free for now.
     I have both digital and physical books to read. My RA isn't too bad today.
     I didn't have to respond to all the trolls today.
     BeOh, a new series on Netflix.... Young Wallander.  I loved the Kenneth Bragnah Wallender series.  This new show has good writing, good acting, good production values.
I was usually a step ahead of the hero, but they do a good job of foreshadowing the man he will become.
     What's inspired me today is the lengths people will go to in order to help others.  The way they are so gracious it almost seems they are anticipating others' needs.
     Ok hurts too much to type more so prayers and blessings to and for all of you. 



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